lessons learned

OK so I know that life is suppose to be a test for each of us to see what we can handle. I don't have a problem with things like per pressure and all that stuff, I am to old for that but what I have trouble with is like money and adult life in general. what is the right way to live? I don't know about everyone else my age but I know that Jade and I sure are having a hard time keeping our heads above water... if you know what I mean.... We both work full time and make 10-12.00 an hour and still we cant afford to pay our bills. What does it take? I mean its not like we have super fancy stuff or anything like that cause we don't, we just have normal stuff from wal-mart or what not. I know its life and everyone has to go through it but how are we ever going to succeed in life if we are constantly tyring to get out of the deep end? I hope that someday we are able to finally get a breath and get our heads up out of the water and move on. I would love to have a baby and buy a house and do all this stuff that everyone dreams of, that's exactly all it is though is a dream! I hope that one day our dreams come true.